yay, my mom is back from japan! im so happy that shes home, now my lunches will be awesome and i no longer have to make them lol. she also brought back alot of stuff, including manga for me!!!!!! i literally took all the manga and rolled in it while sqeeing with delight. i know im weird XD. i've been reading some of the manga and learning new words. i've learned how to say "prostitute" and "dammit" in japanese. XD

my mom told me that while she was in japan, her relatives asked her how i was doing. they haven't seen me in a while, so they want to know how i've turned out. my mom says i should go visit them this summer or something. but i would go by myself since my mom has gone 3 times already and she doesn't want to go again cause its too expensive. im kinda nervous about going to see them, i wonder what they would think of me. its like, "hi, sera desu, i slack at school and devote all my time to drawing and other things rather than school stuff, are you proud of me?" god, i am under so much pressure now.